THAT DOG IS WEARING A BINDI SO CUTE OMG AND THE BOY AND HIS FACIAL HAIR AND I’M DEAD
october - december 2012
lovers were instructed to write their least favourite thing about each other on their most favourite part of each other.
I hate it when I go through days when I am fine with 4-5 hours of sleep and then next thing I know I need to sleep all day. You win again bpd and bipolar 2….
Sometimes I wonder…
Why would God give one person so many mental issues. I’m not trying to complain here but it honestly pisses me off that I have depression, anxiety, bipolar type 2 and borderline personality disorder. It’s just hard for me to sit there and see people not struggling with any mental illness and then think about myself and how I can’t pull my life together because of everything I have. I’m at the point where my parents have stopped paying for my house at school and anything else I might need because they don’t believe that I am committed to school and that I need seriously help with my mental illnesses. In all reality though its not that I don’t care about school its that I have no motivation to do anything and can’t stop myself from frequently spiraling out of control. My parents are also only letting me take one class so I can work my three jobs and see my counselor. I just wish there was a way for me to close my eyes and make all these struggles go away. It’s hard to try to push myself through every day. I just wish there were more people who understood what I was going through and who could be there to help encourage and support me. I know that’s just a wish though…
I see the king of glory
Coming down the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes, the whole earth shakes
I see his love and mercy
Washing over all our sin
The people sing, the people sing
Chorus
Hosanna, hosanna
Hosanna in the highest
Verse 2
I see a generation
Rising up to take the place
With selfless faith, with selfless faith
I see a new revival
Staring as we pray and seek
We’re on our knees, we’re on our knees
Bridge
Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me
Break my heart for what is yours
Everything I am for your kingdom’s cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
God of this City- Bluetree
This song gets me so pumped to tell everyone about Jesus.
Song of the Day: “Your Hands” by JJ Heller. Here is JJ singing her beautiful song live with her husband Dave on guitar.
